Alone means..
I will think of things..
I will think of her..
I cant help it..
What is she doing now? Has she taken lunch and dinner? How is her work?
Everytime my handphone receives a message..I was thinking was it her..but in actual fact it was the friends I have contacted..but I jus forgot I had..
Evening came..I could not resist..and so I messaged her abt smtg which we both know happened today..it was a few sms interchanged..and thats about it..but i was happy..it felt like how it was before..but reality sank in..
When I reached home..I emailed her..reminded her to cancel her weekend driving if she is not going as I had always helped her last time..I had wanted to just let it be..but the images of her realising she forgot..and losing her hard earned money..jus made me soften
Im glad I wasnt alone much today...as I had my colleagues in the day..and my ex-senior whom I never met for some time who went with me for dinner..it was an enjoyable dinner and it was nice chatting so much..abt almost everything..you are still as nice as before..and hope you and your bf stay happy...
But here I am again..alone in my room..
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