A better day at work..

Went back to work today..after staying at home the whole day yesterday (it was horrible)

Thanks Kelly for listening to me yesterday and buying me chocolates and sweets today to cheer me up..to be honest..I was touched and happy...
Thanks Audrey for calling me yesterday when she knew I was down even though I hardly contact her
Thanks Desmond for listening and giving me insight as he experienced something similar before..
Thanks Jiahao for continuing to talk kok even though I was saying something sad..it sorta made me happier..
Thanks to my colleagues who actually noticed I was down..and asked Desmond if I was ok..I am just not in the mood to talk about it..
Thanks to Viknesh who messaged me both on sametime and sms to ask if I am ok..

I am feeling better already..went to buy a solvil titus watch..and headphones..thanks Desmond for accompanying me...

Perhaps I could get used to life without her..perhaps I should love myself more..like she said..my life is not all about her..
I used to work hard and plan my life for her..but now maybe I should plan my life for myself..
Maybe it was just not meant to be..
but I still love her...and I know a huge portion of my heart says I still want her back...
Time will tell..
Life goes on...